reality is'nt what you want to know... its what we want to push away, like most all the things and say i'll get to it later

well if you havent noticed....
this world is pretty (hmm i gotta think of an approppriate word)pretty messed up ....(not just here in india)
i mean seriously... they have lotion that gives you skin cancer....
soda that gives you either a.brain cancer 0r b. a brain tumor...
perfume and make^ that gets into your blood veaels (witch is not good)
and the head phones that give you fungus if you have them in too long..
oh and the cell phones that also give you some type of cancer....
and the other thousands of products that make you die faster..

lets not forget the critics that want you to be size this and size that....oh and your hair color should be this and you should act like this....
oh the things i want to do to those people..... then they say .. bleach this...... try my product,(y the heck do i wanna try a product that will give me a desease...) i mean i dont wanna live FOREVER just long enough to rock on stage with my peeps....

and lets recycle!
you can recycle paper,and instead of having paper bags from the store use cloth hand bags..... think of how much things you waste.. and then i think you'll understand.


huuhhh and the things that we all want to help...
but @ this point seems impossible....
orphans...
africa...
india...
mainly orphans....
so i advize IF you actually care,
go to eiter these websites...


one.com (helps end poverty)
invisiblechildren.com ( helps end the longest world in
africa )

or... JOINRED.COM (RED is a fashion line of clothes, but when you buy these clothes your money goes to people in africa that have aids)


we really need to stop making the rich look richer..
and the poor look poorer....
WE need to be equal.




not to mention the pulution
here in india,
where i now live.....
there is SO much pulution,
it is really different from my home town, where you might see a taco bell bag on the side of the road , and a used tissue....
there are like litereally piles,mounds,and stacks of trash... usless , gross , useless trash on the sides of the roads,in OUR YARD..(but our gardener picks it ^ and throws it over the gate,in the water that they drink,on the beach,in the river,
my point is...
to indians the world IS their trash can...
they belive that they will come back as something else
so right now it dosent even matter

and the kids on the side of the road..
all alone.... like 2-6 yr old kids stranded......
im not gonna write a memour on what might happen,and what is happening.....
im just saying.... if were ever gonna improve anything..
we should start NOW.

think.. if this is just india, 1 country out of thousands.....
1 countrys polution ..
and i didnt get this from looking at a text book..
i got this from looking out the window.
and if you compare....
the people who are dieng because of starvation...
and the people who can barley pay their rent so they get kicked out on to the streets..
the people who dont have cars...are anything fancy at all...
to the people who eat out every second they get....
and the people who skip 4m biggest house in the neighbor hood..
to the biggest house in the state..
and the people that get everything they want when or close to when they want it..
you see a difference.
lets make things equal.
lets start .... NOW