just because im different

for those who know me,
im NOT normal.
so yesterday or two days ago, i wore this lepricon hat i got free from some catholic people.... yah long story.... and since i live in india and im american, they are gonna stare at me anyway,buut now they're staring for two reasons!
i rocked that hat out like you dont know what.....

ever google yourself before?i did.

i found out that if i waas in fob id be pete wentz, if i were a song i'd be grand theft autmn/dead on arrival/lying is the most fun.....
just thought i'd put that out there..

tootel ewww buh bye

pee ess is it just me , but have you ever wandered where the name catholic came from... i mean were they going around licking peoples caths?

saying of the week= were all different because your all the same.

BAD TO THE BONE to sertain extents

well yesterday i really didnt think @ all.... exept 4 1 prt. of the day...
when i was on this guitar tab website i was figuring out how to play sugar were going down intro + outro.. and i amazingly got that covered faster than i thought.... im stilll working on missery bissiness finding the rymth is the hardest part to that song... but yah. im like musiclly gifted when i want to be... like that love me tenderly song i figured out on the piano i figured out on th guitar .. yeeyy
who knew i could do that. not me.

the other part of the day...... hehh it was regular really it was.. me and my sister went to a store and bought red bull... i dindt have any that day because i allready had a headache and what fun would it be if i was crazy ( correction crazier) with a migrane? i mean seriously it would just ruien the purpose...

and the part b4 that part that i really didnt see coming ... i was doing something and lets just say i accedently ended ^ kicking my sisters laptop off the bed onto a concret floor... yah its okay though i mean it was her fault .. it just got cracked again... but i didnt have to say sorry, so now i feel like i can get away with murder lolz :-)

title:what ever you want it to be

well....
i really like this band called paramore,i mean i liked them for like year. but never enough to notice....

uhh so im pretty much too awsome to be in the international school , so im gonna go to bila bong another international school , that has a funner name . and yes i used "funner" because in my book that is a word, alng with squadoodles....y am i so politiclly incorrect all the time .. because i like you hold a mirror ^ 2 sisity and say youre ugly and i dont like you.....raarrr.

hmm i gtg over my "friends" house saturday, but she wasnt there in the morning so me and her brother talked.... ya.after that little conversation over bands she showed ^ & the guys went to go adition for something...i had a good time with her, we played on her wii and bla bla bla. but the funny thing is she went to dance 2 just like my friends @ home,but her and this other girl that i knw got into a really stupid fight, u really dont wanna knw , its not worth your time..
im so sick of family..... i think india is pretty odd but i like it... its it own meaning and this block of cement tiltled our house is starting to feel "like a home" but i wont call it mines....

i guesse it really is a dog eat dog world once you think about it.... but im not gonna go on how messed ^ the world is 2day.
and @ this point i dnt knw what positive side thier is because i heard that paramore is ending.... but i dnt blame india for bieng india , it just cant blame me for hating it .

gtg ..... do something



pee ess did i say we are going to Egypt soon? well incase i didnt ya were going to egypt soon buh bye

huhh just another random post

well our stuff came from the sea crate,so now we had a truck,and a SEMI ALMOST the size of our house Here 5 mover guys.. and a pericite infected dog. but now we have a house filled with ALL our junk,furniture that smells like pee,sweaty backs, and a exausted paricicte infected dog. ...

today...
was funny, because i got drunk of pop (red bull) and slipped and sprained part of my foot and i ended ^ throwing my pop can bottle out the window and it kinda hit something...... b4 that i was walikng around the house giving orders and wearing a cowboy hat,with clouded pj's,gloves,one of those masks that the doctors wear + giant protection googles... y ? because i felt like it.... then my sister made an inappropriate name for me, that i cant post on here,because it is connected to my school so.. lets just say it starts with a letter.then we went to spencers ( a grocery store) and guesse what i was wearing? a hoddie ,white shirt,,and caprees) and guesse what i was listening to? (k really you dont hve 2 guesse cuz im gonna tell you any ways) ya i was listening to infinity on high.. y? just because...
i mean whats the likeability of that here... in india . a under aged red bull intoxicated hoddie wearing, infinity on high listening chic india?

after my second shower me and my sister went into the pool...
yah you dont really wanna get in the pool during nite....
bats come out and scare the crap out of you...
my sister threw a ball at one and hit it it was so funny lolz
i mean me and my sister have high pain talerences,and fear talerences,
but after about 1 bat diving for your neck 17 times you kinda wanna leave...


yah im bout 2 sign out for now.......
buh bye

pee ess my room once more looks like a crayon farted on it .... but this time i like it.

reality is'nt what you want to know... its what we want to push away, like most all the things and say i'll get to it later

well if you havent noticed....
this world is pretty (hmm i gotta think of an approppriate word)pretty messed up ....(not just here in india)
i mean seriously... they have lotion that gives you skin cancer....
soda that gives you either a.brain cancer 0r b. a brain tumor...
perfume and make^ that gets into your blood veaels (witch is not good)
and the head phones that give you fungus if you have them in too long..
oh and the cell phones that also give you some type of cancer....
and the other thousands of products that make you die faster..

lets not forget the critics that want you to be size this and size that....oh and your hair color should be this and you should act like this....
oh the things i want to do to those people..... then they say .. bleach this...... try my product,(y the heck do i wanna try a product that will give me a desease...) i mean i dont wanna live FOREVER just long enough to rock on stage with my peeps....

and lets recycle!
you can recycle paper,and instead of having paper bags from the store use cloth hand bags..... think of how much things you waste.. and then i think you'll understand.


huuhhh and the things that we all want to help...
but @ this point seems impossible....
orphans...
africa...
india...
mainly orphans....
so i advize IF you actually care,
go to eiter these websites...


one.com (helps end poverty)
invisiblechildren.com ( helps end the longest world in
africa )

or... JOINRED.COM (RED is a fashion line of clothes, but when you buy these clothes your money goes to people in africa that have aids)


we really need to stop making the rich look richer..
and the poor look poorer....
WE need to be equal.




not to mention the pulution
here in india,
where i now live.....
there is SO much pulution,
it is really different from my home town, where you might see a taco bell bag on the side of the road , and a used tissue....
there are like litereally piles,mounds,and stacks of trash... usless , gross , useless trash on the sides of the roads,in OUR YARD..(but our gardener picks it ^ and throws it over the gate,in the water that they drink,on the beach,in the river,
my point is...
to indians the world IS their trash can...
they belive that they will come back as something else
so right now it dosent even matter

and the kids on the side of the road..
all alone.... like 2-6 yr old kids stranded......
im not gonna write a memour on what might happen,and what is happening.....
im just saying.... if were ever gonna improve anything..
we should start NOW.

think.. if this is just india, 1 country out of thousands.....
1 countrys polution ..
and i didnt get this from looking at a text book..
i got this from looking out the window.
and if you compare....
the people who are dieng because of starvation...
and the people who can barley pay their rent so they get kicked out on to the streets..
the people who dont have cars...are anything fancy at all...
to the people who eat out every second they get....
and the people who skip 4m biggest house in the neighbor hood..
to the biggest house in the state..
and the people that get everything they want when or close to when they want it..
you see a difference.
lets make things equal.
lets start .... NOW

fkbvfjvbeaoigbaei;ugbiurgbrb

ya the title doesn't make any sense but thats okay.. it dosent have to
so ya today was a normal boring day besides me getting better on playing the intro to dance dance.... (a old but hot song).....

hmm we went to miya jaal i think i menchioned something about it on my older posts...
anyways we went to go see a movie called iron man witch was alright but I'm just giving you the 411 on whats its like...cuz i just feel like it.

popcorn = is spicy but good ...and fun to throw around the place..
seats= better than the ones @ home .....
movie = the movie was good but they make it LOUD!!! but i got used to it , the best part about the volume being ^ so loud was that i couldnt hear my moms mummbles :-)
ya then we ate and left....
my moms been kinda mad 2day.i didnt get exepted in the internatinoal school(because i was too awsome) and so my dads boss is gonna go in the school and do something......
but the crazy prt. is that i might have to skip 6th grade and go to 7th!
me and my sister both fell out laughing at that thought lolz i almost pee'd myself


pee ess today and yesterday night it actually drissled.... wow who would think that india would get rain. heh not me.

the crib prt.2

well if you read the crib prt.1 (it didnt really have a prt.1 sign on it) i didnt put any pictures of it on there.......(mostly because im to lazy to take the pictures) so i got my sister to take the pictures for me ;-) (in other words got her to do all the work and i take the credit for it) lolz

this house is pretty wierd ......i mean seriously i think its cursed.

xo, 4 now ........

i gtg

peace...

buh bye..

kk you get it.

HEHE I DID IT AGAIN

Thursday, May 8, 2008

HEEH i did it again
ya i went from 2500 RS ( Rs. = rupees or indian money) to 40 RS. in less then an hour!all becuase i wanted my stupid 3rd guitar........raarrr ! i shouldve saved it 4 a plane ticket home!but i do like larry he is my first acustic and is beautiful. im happy because i have a list of things that i played on him...... i just forgot to write it down :(and ya some how everytime i get in th pool something disturbing happens....today a bird crapped in the pool :o) loland im so freaking mad because i was on decaydance.com the other day .... just a website where bands are connected ....and panic! at the disco is on tour around my home town! omg i was like man are you serious im gonna go find something and then do something!grrr and then i found out they realesed a new video for that green gentlemen yay.it was like a party 4 my ears :-) (and eyes) ......xD yah i gtg cuz i got 2 do home schoo :-(pee ess i like chocolate milk.

im a goofy goober :o)

this week...or maybe a couple weeks ago.....my dad got a new car and this is a picture ( something that freezes time and puts it on paper) of me and my sister rocking it out hard ....(in the morning ...we look gross but deal wit

ya and i drew on my fingers after that..... they are all named peter :)

so anyways aftter a couple weeks we go over my dads bosses house so i could meet their kids....and they are cool and stuff i liked being around somebody my age bla bla bla i cant put names:( so anyway his daughter is nice and chilled back witch is good..i like her as a friend.....the daughters friend is pretty much the same in a very diffirent way ...it just feels wierd calling other people my friend at this point.....and the guy is cool he plays guitar and knows some of the bands i know.... he said he would give me listens and that makes me happy though i do miss my old instructor ( sigh) but when he left me and his sister and the sisters friends raded through his stuff ;)

lol :) :-) :o)

ya so a day or two ago we went to st.thomas mound where a piece of thomas's bone lay in a coffin .....it really was wierd and didnt make any sense once you thought about it ..i mean it wasnt one straight religion it was like a little bit of everything... and incredibly hot

tonight i did another thing ive been planning to do in a while me and my sis were up on the roof so then we got bored and so i went to the lower part of the deck and got a broom.....5 min later i wanted to throw it off the deck to see if it would brake for my science of the day my sis wouldnt let me because it was a good broom ...and every tme id stick it over the edge the security gaurds would look at me like im crazy i dnt blame them i set it ontop of the pillar thing ............................................so eventully my sister said i could throw her shoe off instead so when i did she said go get it or im tell'n so i went down and i dndnt knw where it landed lets just say about 20 mn 2 security gaurds 2 flash lights one retard and a dog we found it :) wow ya and the wind was blowing pretty hard and the broom hit my sister. and my parents dont know ..yet

the crazy fly and the suicidal ants

well india has flies and india has ants (duh)well one of which in my room loves my hair and buzzes above my ear.ya i bought some new shampoo works really good and now flies buz in my ear every stupid time i try to go to sleep fhvaehvefvbdbvdawbn all ^ in my ear!!! i can get over that butt everytime i get im our pool there is litterly a field of dead ants! the gardener cleans but they just keep going for it!!!

i dnt get it but i dnt think i want to

pee ess i am going crazy so tomorrow my parents are letting me get a new guitar....wow alot can happen with pills

seriously